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Wow.

Ok, I heard this morning that a boy called Matthew Hole, who's fourteen and in most of my school classes, was killed along with his brother in North Wales last Thursday. They were on holiday and they were in the sea with their older brother, who's nineteen, and they got swept out to sea, Matt drowned there and then, but James got washed ashore and was taken to hospital where he died. Matt washed up just over a day later.

There is to be a service for them both at our school on the 12th of September. I have a hospital appointment that afternoon. I'll go anyway, fuck my health, Matt and James are dead. Fucking dead.

I'll miss them so much. It hasn't hit me yet, but this is always the way with me, it'll hit on the day of the service, when other people cry. Matt was a great person, and although I never knew James very well, he's a few years older than me, Matt was lively and really fun to be around, a genuinely nice person.

Rest in peace, "May flights of angels sing you to your rest".

Hello again, this is what I look like!

Hellooo.

Yesterday I was hacked or scammed or whatever you call it on MSN messenger. A person talks to me from an address I don't know and that isn't on my contact list, telling me that they have hacked my address and that they know my password, they do, as they show me it, and say that if I'm slow replying or block them, they will sign me off my account and not tell me the new password. I block them. They sign me off. My other friend co-operated with them, they revealed ( at least, this is what they say) that it is one fifteen year old female, and they ask my friend to flash. My friend Aynsley refuses, obviously, so they block her from her account. She's emailed Mircosoft with all the details, hoping to get my account back, but I don't think that will work to be honest. So I made a new account, rawkdudette@hotmail.com , and a new password. But I miss my old address, it was so cool! Oh well. Just a pain in the arse. At least they didn't do anything to my actual computer I suppose. But now I have the problem of adding everyone to my new account. Boring.

Well, hi there. I'm never really sure what to put in online journals, so I'll just say stuff.

My name's India and I'm fourteen. I live in England with my dad and brother. I'm tallish with long black hair, which I want to change, but don't know what into, argh, more decisions. I like rock music, reading, almost any films (especially Tarantino), my friends, and certain members of my family. I'm honest (most of the time), laid-back (again, most of the time) and, according to some, funny. My favourite bands are Queen, Blink 182, Green Day, Pink Floyd, Pink, and lots of old stuff like The Sex Pistols. My favourite food is cheese and my favourite TV program was Buffy, until it finished, now it's CSI.